Let us be the analyzing freak now.
As regards to recent event, I concluded that my fluent lying was a result of undue effort of optimizing every answer I had to give. I was well-accustomed to replying “I’m okay” when in actual I was not and this brought upon the snide remarks I enjoyed from four of my bosses.
Gratefully, so far only four.
I also almost always put ‘run away’ as my first line of defense, when in the past I always stood my ground and never retreated; not once.
Running away is not favourable but it forced me to think twenty steps ahead of others. The negative side is that the problems I piled up effing breed.
Thus the dying lower back.
Yahoo said I am depressed. If I start commenting on that, it would be a fact thus I will be hopeless.
Maybe I should stop being selective with the reality I accept.
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I don’t know how to help myself. I’m ruining every effort by analyzing and choosing to do nothing about it.
As regards to recent event, I concluded that my fluent lying was a result of undue effort of optimizing every answer I had to give. I was well-accustomed to replying “I’m okay” when in actual I was not and this brought upon the snide remarks I enjoyed from four of my bosses.
Gratefully, so far only four.
I also almost always put ‘run away’ as my first line of defense, when in the past I always stood my ground and never retreated; not once.
Running away is not favourable but it forced me to think twenty steps ahead of others. The negative side is that the problems I piled up effing breed.
Thus the dying lower back.
Yahoo said I am depressed. If I start commenting on that, it would be a fact thus I will be hopeless.
Maybe I should stop being selective with the reality I accept.
—
I don’t know how to help myself. I’m ruining every effort by analyzing and choosing to do nothing about it.
If you want to clam up and live with it, just do so. You know the consequences, don’t dare come running for help.
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