lose things

I'm losing stuffs and can't think of where I left them.

My external harddisk. It's 1TB or something and it's empty.

My extra charger.

My favourite red Captain America shirt.

I'm old and scattered-brain but I'm not stupid. I usually put my stuffs in particular places so if they're not there means they're not there.

The only place I could think is I probably left them when I went to Nexus Resort. But really, did I? I don't know. 

miss has faith in me, but she shouldn't have

Took a long drive today to Tenom. Up there on Kimanis I saw an eagle so close, but it was actually me being high up on the hill near to its nest. At a glance it looked like a serpent crested eagle as it swooped down into the lush trees. And then the view of the sea was so far away but magnificent nonetheless.

Coming down I saw a stretch of cloud over the town down the valley. My breath was taken and downhill was ominous as per every time I drive through a forest shrouded in the clouds. 

Down down down. The small town of Tenom reminded me of Limbang and the journey out reminded me of Lahad Datu with the hilly road and palm oil estates. My landmark has always been health facilities, and the farthest accessible on a sporty compact car via asphalt road was Kuala Tomani and thus where I headed. I blasted to Michigo Aniya and I realised this playlist should be renamed to Renji Club On Wheels. 

Fiery red rambutans hanging heavy on trees. I was tempted to stop by and pluck them but oh hi there long tailed macaques. 

I stopped somewhere safe to check my map. If I head west I can reach Brunei. If I head straight south I can reach Indonesia. I have my passport with me as usual. Where should I go from here? 

Nisa texted and suggested we go for lunch. So I headed back to town. 

postcall dimaafkan buat onar

Got intus malam2. MO ini pantas resus patient, ni macam long segment ni. Call MO Radio kasitau nak buat USG reduction awal pagi esok. Ambil consent siap2 untuk reduction dan laparotomy. Resus all night.

Datang pagi dan ready untuk tolak patient ke bawah. Surgeon tanya dah ambil consent untuk laparotomy? Sudah, OT list pun sudah saya lengkapkan. Surgeon angguk tanda bangga bagus budak ni.

Surgeon tanya mana borang USG dia nak counter sign.

MO ini bukak mulut nak jawab then tergamam. Oh hahaha aku lupa tulis form! The heck everything done, OT list isi tapi borang USG takde. Surgeon turut gelak bersama, nasib baik ada penjarakan fizikal kalau tak belakang aku sudah kena hempuk.

Teammates yang lain pantas tuliskan borang ultrasound sementara dua orang ini gelak mengenangkan apa la nak jadi. 

a hypothetical 5 years old Junho who when asked to come eat, screamed back "it's none of your business!"

I'm gonna get two cats and name them Seungri and Junho. Seungri is the black and white chatty cat. Junho is the judging fierce cat but is actually a clingy softie. I imagine him warm coloured and regal. 

Two cats because they can play with each other and not be that lonely, since I'd be busy.

But heck I am just barely keeping myself alive, all my plants died and I've had 3 turtles, 3 fishes and 2 chicks died under my care. What would become of two cats.