My registrar expects me to perform as a trainee
But I'm too unhappy to see myself as such
I don't want to be here
My standard is low
Coming to work itself is an accomplishment for me
Academically not performing at par
Worsening this cycle of unhappiness
Teary eyed, wanna cry
Another registrar asked why do I look so "monyok"
I blankly used hunger as an excuse
But really, I'm eating just to fill the void
