بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

Saturday, September 26, 2020

to the idiot that i love

Dear Atiqah,

You're an idiot with a high sense of responsibility. That translates to you repeatedly doing stupid things but doing so safely.

I can't do anything about your need to go into forests and jungles (nor do I even understand, I think a therapist is in need) even when you're alone, but going for night walks alone at 10pm?

It's a jungle and it's too dark and you're alone. What makes you think it was a good idea, I don't know. It is not. Please don't ever walk off alone in the jungle at night. This is a jungle. You'll get taken by the unseen and mom will die from heartbreak. Don't do that to her. 

We didn't survive all these years of solo night walk in the city and abroad without that small alarm of danger. It took us what, 2 minutes walking in the dead of night to turn back? Shouldn't have even left the room, you know. 

I'll stop nagging now. 

It's okay to miss a starry night in Sandakan on camera. We missed the best starry night in Tabin but we'll always have it pictured in our brain. Also we'll go to Tabin again.

Let's wake up early for morning walk cm, yeah?

Thursday, September 24, 2020

girls night

I planned to ciao out from Lahad Datu today but lucky me I lambat siap logbook and only tomorrow can I show it to Miss Doon. So tonight I'm still here, and had my last dinner in Lahad Datu with the girls. 

With gossip for dessert. As always. 

"Sesuai dah tu, sama2 Kelantan." Laila said. 

"Tak boleh," I shook my head and wanted to say incest. But really. "Lelaki Kelantan ni playboy dia lain macam."

"Setuju!" She high-fived me. 

"Tapi aku lagi playgirl dari dia." As a matter of fact. 

"..." Laila glared at me. "Ya aku nampak."
Haru & Associates