Why I have been silent

Truth is I wanna update. But I changed to iPhone in May and they don’t carry Blogger app so it hasn’t been convenient. 

I’m still half-sane. Still need therapy. Sometimes I feel Haru abandoned me. 

Quick update. Dec 2022 till May 2023 I was in Kuching. Work wise, I could have done better but I’m too stressed up my head hurts more so I gave up. Attended a conference and my poster got into Top 18. 

Social wise, I made friends I will forever cherish.

Travel wise, we went to kayaking, hiking, picnic, spelunking, market visit, Sarawak lost world. I can’t remember the name of all the places now, memory loss.

I had a few magnificent time being alone, each a whole story to tell. Kubah NP for a solo hike up to Gunung Serapi. Overnight in Bako and meeting Camila and Jonathan. Took the bus to Muara Tebas for a solo hike up Bukit Lasak. 

Health wise, my body is rotting one of these days my head is going to explode.

I wanna write more but I’m tired. Ciao. Take care. 

Tribute to FCR

This was something in draft since 2010. I’m cleaning up now, updated this and publishing.

Our family just got back from Australia, it was March and I was not happy of leaving the friends I made in West End State School. I remember mom talking me into going into the class and me standing quite sourly in front of the whole class as Muallimah Mariah Ismail introduced me to the lot. I dragged my Power Rangers backpack to my designated place.

A short girl came up to me and asked me about my Power Rangers pencil case. She was short, yes, and bubbly. I remember that vividly. She packed quite a volume for someone that small and I soon learn more about her.

Her name was Fatimah Che Rahimi and I really appreciate her. Nowadays I text her on her birthday and she get that privilege because she was the first friend I make in primary school.

There was a lot of childish jealousy of not wanting to share best friends drama when I was in primary school, and I was stuck up because of my good English on top of my good academic and leadership. Too competitive. My rivals were Hamizah Abdul Rahman and Lailatul Nur Noor Azmi. Hahaha. We are all doctors now, those two are married with children. Last I heard Mizah is in UPM doing Transfusion Medicine or something, and Laila is in Kelantan working in primary care. They’re functional adults.

And you have me :)

Whenever I think of my primary school days, I feel I need to be very committed to raise a smart troublemaker, or just remain childless as I am now.