love is the 6th vital sign

His name is Benzion. One day Boss entered his room for review and called him "Benzoin." I tried correcting him but he still got it wrong.

"Boss panggil dia Ben je la."

But Ben is too short. I call him Benji because it sounds cuter. He is cute.

Today we closed his stoma. I just arrived at 6th floor when I met the nurses pushing his cot with the boy going to OT. So I escorted them. I played with him and held him up for the first time. Benji likes cuddles. MRO who cares. 

I wondered why I find him cute. Is it because he's fair skinned? Am I racist? 

I think I find him cute because God makes me feel so, so that I will show him the attention he lacks. Human are social creature by default, we need attention in one way or another.