3rd Oct: Had I Known How To

Yesterday.

Was pissed off by imarah's main door, seniors and subsequently lashed out on innocent juniors.

The so-not-innocent juniors, whoever, were safely hidden from the wrath of co-owner of Baitun Nuha and acting Ketua Imarah.

Wonder if seniors were ever pissed off by me.

Well, yeah... there was this one time. Oh, and remember when I had to... Not to mention that time when I got lost...

Okay, we're even.

Was soon calmed by the presence of a God-sent calm senior who seemed to be in a chirpy holiday spirit.

Human and their moods.

Took advantage of it by asking for help :P Was replied with a smiley invitation to bother and Raya greetings.

Was I not informed of his marriage? Allah bless him.

Today.

Went to Dokki. Fortunately, didn't take the wrong train this time.

Took my number and was ushered to sit by this kind man. Waited for an hour. Dozed off thrice.

I curse my inability to ask for help.

Went back to the house and was dead on the bed.

Was soon awoken due to the eerie silence. The room... it's too big for just me and Yuuno. Perhaps I should buy two oversized plushies.

One the shape of a crocodile, and the other one of a tiger. Yeah.

Dozing off.

Suddenly, Life by Yui rang. Jolted.

Argh! Ape ni?? Mane boleh call orang lepas 9 malam!

Looked at the caller ID. The time was 2034 hour.

Sighed. Answered it. This better be good.

Dozing... trying to...

Life by Yui rang again.

I should put up a working hour sign. Sighed.

Slumped back. A few minutes. Five, four, three, two, one...

Life by Yui rang again.

The next day.

Class commenced.

Dashed to the bank. Was really drained. Could barely pay for my books.

Id3ilna.

The day after that.

Allah help me with Physiology.

Don't ask for things to be easier. Ask for yourself to be better.

Don't give excuses to be weak.

Am I being too hard? Nope. No. It's normalcy.

And people asked why I'd rather do things on my own. A hipocrite against my own words.

I guess that's personal.

Owed Dijoh a great deal. Please hug her when you see her.

Today was penurunan takhta, as Yuuno calls it. Tomorrow will be the day to save a life.

Be safe, everyone.